Fucked equipment

Down in the dumps feeling like a piece of shit.
I'm doing nothing and I'm starting to get used to it.
I respond in a total waste of all my time. The wait is painful.
Days pass that I don't remember. Kept still.
I have no sense of what I am now or why I should even care.

I don't think you can understand it right just what it's like
to live on the outside of your own life as it passes you by.
It's fucked up.
I've got the fucked equipment.
I don't think I can win at anything.
I know it's not in me.
Something was left out from the very start
and catching up ain't worth enough.
It would take too much.

I don't think you can understand it right.
Do you know what it's like?

Down in the dumps feeling like a piece of shit.
I'm doing nothing and I'm starting to get used to it.
My response is a total waste all my time. The wait is painful.
Days pass that I won't remember. Kept still.
I have no sense of what I am now or why I should even care.

I can't repair what I don't got.
Missing the parts. Everything's spent.
My hope is gone. The nerve is dead.
I never had a chance. It's fucked up.
I've got the fucked equipment.
Let's break the fucked equipment.