Far away

Well i don't know what you are asking me i feel you far away.
I need your heat, that's unique thing that i expect.
I know you have the yearnings for the old times, you lose your passion.
I need your understanding, 'cause one little choice could bring me down.

Why have i lost my sweetest size?
I ask my self for suicide
I have no dreams that recollect me somewhere.
And you make nothing to support
My lonely person that's aborting
There were so many times when i believed it.

I can't feel it don't think it's easy to comprehend me,
'cause i don't know what i have inside my strange head,
I feel far away.

It's like a sort of paranoia that is killing myself
Sometimes your needle lies could wound me as a knife.
And instead of reacting, i don't know why i'm falling down,
Outside from this world that one past time, as the other, i was loved.

I am sure that you're too much for me… i guess…
Beware! no one can deserve all in own life… or well… far away!