Somebody help (me)

I don't have a place to cry
I don't even know how many times
I tried to let my tears dry
I don't have a place to scream
I don't even know how many times I've tried to see

How could I be so selfish?
How could I get all this pain?
How could I wait too much time?
How could I forget to love myself?

I can't handle anymore
I can't hurt my soul
I'm not the one who can heal the world
Then let me here around the floor

Let me alone with my pain
Cuz you could not understand how it hurts
You don't have a clue about the shame
I've been to myself
And nobody wants to know about me

I can't handle anymore
I can't hurt my soul
I'm not the one who can heal the world
Then let me here around the floor