Absent friend

So satisfied leave without a trace
You taught me doubt, still you do it again
And its high, high time I found myself on the road
educate myself til it hurts
And it's high, high time I satisfy what it takes
it all just seams so differently

That's the biggest joke of all
You know it's the biggest joke of all

And it's high time i recognized
To do it again, it's growing outside my walls
I can't do it when I'm dead, I can't tell you anything at all

And that's the biggest joke of all
You know its the biggest joke of all