Long way down

The first curse, is worse than the first curse
Holds me here like the words.
Before the light had found my heart, I swore these words would tear apart
I bore this cross cross, I got the dark, I got the evil in my heart.

And it's a long way down
The long way around...

A seed is shown in an empty row, does deed alone have the means to show?
Do you do in your life what's wrong or right?
This grey surrounds your black and white.
Can't know the dark to know the light.
The blindness leads the blind.

So can you show me around?
Can you take me now?
Cause the world wont wait... am I too late?

The worse curse for never to be givin
The chance to realize, to understand the the word.
And the word did tear and tear apart, the shadow crawled across my heart.
A broken circle and the course was changed for evermore, for evermore...

The change I had found, had taken all my time
To late to turn back now.the choice was never mine.climbing at the speed of sound.
All my life, futher to fly futher to fall
And it's a long way down...