Worth the wait

So I dream of where I could've been
Places I've only seen in a magazine
So I'll show you what I've learnt
If I've learnt anything at all
Since I've got nothing to show
I guess there's nothing you need to know

Is heaven worth the wait?
Because it's getting hard to escape
I couldn't find it in myself to kill myself

When I really think about it
My life isn't that bad at all
When I feel mad
I'd rather punch a hole in the wall
I can't pay for hole that I put in the wall
I can't pay for anything at all

Is heaven worth the wait?
Because it's getting hard to escape
I couldn't find it in myself to kill myself