Between lessons and tragedies

I don't mean to say
Those words but I just did
Please don't trust me
Please don't love me
I deserve anything.

One lie and a lesson learnt
For so many times before
All I ever wanted, I don't find

In anyone else but you
Grab my heart down
Pleading that it sounds good

If I could switch back
I think I would repeat the same mistake

All my hope is gone
And my faith is not so good
Like when we both were praying for news till now

One lie and a tragedy
In this case nobody is dead
But this feeling is routing gradually

Deep down, deep down my chest
Killing me with no remorse

If I could switch back
I think I would repeat the same

(Chorus)
Yeah, I'm so stuck on you girl
I never felt this way before
And nothing is gonna change my mind
I'm still the same without you by my side
Did you ever think that I would not agree when you left me?

And you're by far the only one
That could keep moving on
And I'm by far the worst person in the whole world

You're the spitting image of
A girl that I thought would be the only one for me
Then I found out what is really needed
And it hurts so bad to know it's not me

(Chorus)
Yeah, I'm so stuck on you girl
I never felt this way before
And nothing is gonna change my mind
I'm still the same without you by my side
Did you ever think that I would not agree when you left me?