Lying to you

I've been looking for a lover
She's not like you she's not my mother
Day & night I'm thinking of her
I keep it on the downlow so you won't discover

I'm not happy
I've been lying to you
All these things I've
Been meaning to tell you

but I'm scared - afraid you'll leave me alone again
and I'm scared - I've realized I may be wrong again

You believe there's no one better
That we're meant to be together
Now I know, don't need another
You had better know that I know better, now that

You know I've been lying to you
All these things I've
Been meaning to tell you
Are in the open
So do what you will
I've made some mistakes
I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry.