Falling down

I'm falling down, I can not see the ground, the fall is long and seems to have no end, I´m falling to pieces, my thoughts frozen, there is no tomorrow, my heart stopped, there is no more heartbeats, my eyes are so distant and don´t see anything.
I'm so tired, your lies, all illusion, that pain seems to have no end, in your world small and selfish and full of lies and empty, why you have cause so much pain in yourself and have so much pleasure in causing it in others?

Then I cry, there is no end, nor pleasure, not pain, so empty and broken, my heart so slow, almost stopping, I will see you again, my eyes not see to the ground,I wish every day that this have end, but I can not get you out of my life

I want you to die, slowly and alone, to feel everything that made me feel, the endless fall, I need see the floor, i need to know when this will have an end, just die my darling,
the world seems so small from up here, I think I can see the ground approaching, my life starts to pass before my eyes, I see you in the end, suffering and dying as always you want, oh god, the fall has no end I hurt myself today, as never did before, I take this pain from my heart and transfer to my body, I need to know out if the pain I feel in my heart to be greater than the pain I feel in my body, so I hurt myself today again and again, and again.

Then I cry, there is no end, nor pleasure, not pain, so empty and broken, my heart so slow, almost stopping, I will see you again, my eyes can not see to the ground,I wish every day that this have end, but I can not get you out of my life.

Oh, the world no longer seems so small from up here so someone please take me home, but where is my home? I do not know more, say that our home is where our heart is, but my heart no longer beats more, oh god, someone take me up, I need to up, you not suffered enough yet, what I did? Then I see your smile, this should be the end, that nightmare never ends, you still here, but the world seems increasingly larger, my thoughts are confused, i´m sick and tired, i just say goodbye, the end is coming, I have no more fear, cold, I see the crowd getting closer, as the world grew, this is the end, goodbye.

Then I cry, there is no end, nor pleasure, not pain, so empty and broken, my heart so slow, almost stopping, I will see you again, my eyes not see to the ground,I wish every day that this have end, but I can not get you out of my life.