False hope

Fill me up with false hope
Cause I wish the world that I wasn't me
With no direction at all
I'm losing faith in everything
Blind my mind's eye and I'll see for the first time
hurtful words won't go away

I'll watch my dreams off,
It hurts to believe that words are just words..

Dwelling on my own thoughts
Choking on self-proclaimed aspirations
circumvent my own thoughts
foreshadowed collapsing of my heart
echowing through my skull i shift the blame to numb the pain
distant feeling are deep in me

I'll watch my dreams die off (as value's made clear)
It hurts to believe that words are just words..without truth.

End this..
Suffocate me.
slit my wrists pure, new again.
bleed me through these veins,
wiped clean with hope's of a new day.