Tears of the sun

So this is how it feels to know your life's not real
I guess it's not so bad to lose what you never had
I've been waiting for this for so long
I've been waiting for you for so long

I can't tell if I've gotten used to this or just given up
And now I'm killing in my sleep
Sleep

Are you ready to taste the sun?
You better fucking run

Are you ready to taste the sun?
You better fucking run

Am I just a dream to you now?
Maybe I'll survive this somehow
Suddenly your face is empty
You kill me like you don't even know me
Bury me where I can see you
Bury me where I can be you
Thoughts wash away into a sea of me
Thoughts wash away into a sea that's never full
Thoughts wash away into a sea of me
Bury me where I can see you
Bury me where I can be you
If I left you alone today
I'd always be just a fucking whisper away