Grayer part of life

Maybe I'm naive, I wouldn't believe
that you'd feel the same strange way about me
it just seems untrue and quite surreal
is there a chance for unlikely romance?
my lonely heart's last dance on the floor of regret?
were we have destined to have met?

But how can we carry on when the timing is wrong
is this a path we shouldn't take?
although I try to live without regret
I'm still afraid of making mistakes
tell me a chance like this shouldn't feel so gray

You put me on trial, loaded questions came out
there's no way that I could hide how I felt
I could tell the truth would soon come out
afraid to respond but my silence was loud
and spoke the words I tried to find
to express and confess my feelings deep inside

But I still have these thoughts
the feelings you brought
they're not what I had in mind
and in the way you arrived
unexpectedly I found what I wasn't trying to find
tell me am I in a grayer part of life?

You've changed my heart but I've changed my mind
at least a thousand times
can I decide without having to find
an answer for this grayer part of life?

And in this world we've made
an untimely place that I have never been before
there is no black and white
no wrong and right
no rules on how to live this time
it's a journey into this grayer part of life