Igaviku laps

I step through a door
That leads to nowhere
And look around me
Again i'm here

In this world
Where affliction's endless
No gateways out for me
Still i'm here

I despise these days
Crawling pass me
I can feel the dread
Spreading through me

I hate this world
That's full of traitors
I can't fathom
How anyone deems it nice

I'd kill you
Burn you down
But deep within
I only wish i'd die

Death, my lonesome escort
Leads me to eternal sleep
Sleep i merely need
As you are not here

I know without me
It's a better world
My only solace that
Someone dies before

Now i am free
For life was not for me
Forever free
For none of you are here