The call

Hear the voice
They’re calling
And haunting me
Never heard
Such questions
Wonʼt let me free
Iʼve never felt
So insecure
My peace of mind
Disturbed by the urge to know

I try to see
But I am blind
I try to see
The truth behind
Please come to me
Awareness

I keep on yearning
For mysteries of this world
But hands are turning
As the ages decay
Existence crashes
And everything that I’ve changed
Is dust to ashes
As it passes away

I can feel
My duty
To find the key
Missing rules
No order
No sanity
Ive never heard
About this before
My peace of mind
Disturbed by the urge to know

I try to see
But I am blind
I try to see
The truth behind
Please come to me
Awareness

I keep on yearning

I wish my life would disappear
Or merge within a dream
No questions, suffering or fear
A clear, indifferent stream
I wish my light would cease to burn
But yet, my soul is torn
And lets me face my last concern
Why I was even born?