Darkest days

Darkest days
have been revisited
tortured being
a state of lunacy
i am nothing
without feeling
that feeling has slipped
slipped away

what makes me think that everything will be ok
my darkest day is here to make me realize there is something

i (one step from suicide), despise
what's (one step i'll cross the line), inside
i (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away)

re-seeing things
triggers memories
what was locked away
is now visible
i pray for death
with death brings peace
a path i will follow
until the end

i do believe i've seen what you call hell,
i've tried to live, i've tried to die, i try to hold my head up

i (one step from suicide), despise
what's (one step i'll cross the line), inside
i (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away)

my darkest day
my darkest day

burden too great for me now
sacrificing myself for pleasure
closure to this hell on earth
i am now free from all the pressure
guide this knife right through my wrist
so i can lay to rest
suicide will be my fatal demise

i (one step from suicide), despise
what's (one step i'll cross the line), inside
i (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away)

my darkest day