Lullaby

Tortured, Taunted in your keep,
Heaven forbid me to sleep,
The cuts the wounds, run so deep,
And as the blood may seep,
Deep inside I feel so cold,
Ice through my heart, I am told
Many stories of killing and pain,
As I try to remember my own name,
My own meaning of this life,
And still by my throat rests the knife,
May God have mercy,
Take away my immortality,
Let the lights open up the portal,
A road to hell, that's where I am,
Already cursed, already condemned,
I try to ignore the constant hurting,
You laugh, always there to break me again,
Loosing a dream is more then to handle,
Yet in all my dreams, I cannot channel
All that I promised, all that I've done,
Please take me away, let my love come,
Back in his arms I will stay forever,
And this nightmare just might, be better..