Sister act

I, I tried to...
To say how much I miss those days
How long I waited for your calls
How happy I would be if you came back

I’ve tried and I failed so, so hard
Crying over letters I wrote
Hiding anxious between lines
But your silence took me down

The things you left behind
Keep haunting me every night
I face the plans we made
While memories fade away

Was I supposed to say
I was never
Something to compensate your flaws
At the moment
You asked me to stay
I realized how lost we were

I tried and I failed so, so hard
To show you who I need to be
You say you love me, but you can’t see
I’m not the girl you used to know

The things I left behind
Are meant to be yours, not mine
There’s no one to blame in this game
Our fates are different but the same

So who I supposed to love?