Deepest choice

I wonder why the sun still sleeps ...
How many years its shine will be hide ?
This empty darkness takes it all from me
Turnin' in black these days on my side

How can i get the meaning ?
Running faster , tryin' to escape
This world is wrong , from the beginning
Your old story is just a fake ...

My deepest choice ...

Callin' your name , askin' for you
Nothin' to be heard , only my trembling voice ...
All in silence covers my dead body
In this hole , my deepest choice ...

My deepest choice ...