Already gone

My life is double-sided, totally divided
I'm buried in the lies
They keep me from fighting
My soul is on fire, in the corner quiet
I try to control the demons inside it
I want to start over, but I don't want to start a riot

So don't look for me, I'm already gone
Don't look for me, I'm already gone

I'm bad at making choices
In my head are hundred voices
I'm conflicted, drunk on confusion
I'm addicted, my thoughts are like drugs
I stand convicted, what's wrong with my head?
All these mysteries

So don't look for me, I'm already gone
Don't look for me, I'm already gone

It's hard to admit that
Sometimes you can't succeed
In a place you thought you were meant to be
Maybe it's partly your fault, or maybe it's not at all
Done with the fear, I'm ready to move on

Everyone says I should be grateful
To all I have to stay faithful
The money is only a temporary distraction
All I have has left me only with resentment
And a little contentment

So don't look for me, I'm already gone
Don't look for me, I'm already gone
So don't look for me, I'm already gone