Arrival-day

Here is something new tonight,
I am not sure, but I can feel it ...
it's somewhere in the Place around,
it's somewhere in the Breath I take ...
it seems to be a nightlike Changing,
another Light or a brandnew Life ...

it's like the Snow out of the Window,
so homelessly but part of the World -
as we knew it - as I knew it ...

Here is something strange inside,
I am confused but it is pleasant ...
I feel it's Shadow on the Wall,
I feel it's Movements in my Head ...

Oh how I wish that it's the One,
that I have missed in wasted Nights,
the Queen of all my moving Targets, the One,
that makes me peel off the World - as we know it -
and as I hate it ...

And all the Times I writhed in Pain
are now so far away,
the Remedy I needed for Life was her Arrival-Day ...
Here is something great inside, cause now
she's crawling through my Veins and all the worthless
Things are melting, so like the Snow in mindless Times ...
and when she's back between my
Eyes I start too breath this brilliant Life,
then suddenly I can't remember
the Deaths I died within this World...