Abyss dweller

Sitting here all day , awake all night, building my own hell
Happy memories i cannot find,looking into my self
No Joy just blame
Tears start fall again

Living my own hell this I've choose, tired of wait
For some simpaty for the issues that i have created
No youth, no faith
But hope isnt gone away

Tomorrow i may see
Shiny wings and endless sky
Death wont find me here
And my life i'll retrieve

Years in the shadows
Each day closer to hell
Soon i will leave
And my life i'll retrieve

Day after day, awake at night, looking to my self
Happy memories i cannot find, only regrets
Lost and ripped all my ties
My reflection holds no more lies

Tomorrow i may see
Shiny wings and endless sky
Death wont find me here
And my life i'll retrieve