Not the way

Deep inside... despair, emptiness, sorrow
Suicide... everything's meaningless and hollow
I cannot smile, I cannot sleep
can't stop crying, cannot breathe
Since you've died, all my life
is just a hiding, just a hiding...

...from the feelings in my heart
from the pain that's in my mind
Did you ever have the right?

It's not the way true heroes die
you got the chance, didn't give a try
you got the fuel, you got the flame
and found the reason world to blame!
Running weakness from your vein
world to me now seems insane!
Being the hero for one day
forgotten fool - it's not the way!

You can decide
you decided, it's your choice
Obey the death
the death - your inner voice

But why? ...have you gone so far
you can't take it back now!

It's not the way true heroes die
you got the chance, didn't give a try
you got the fuel, you got the flame
and found the reason world to blame!
Running weakness from your vein
world to me now seems insane!
Being the hero for one day
forgotten fool - it's not the way!