A song for my illness

I have become
To question my existence
The purpose of life
The essence of the creature I am

These days will be remembered
As the dark ones
When all life withered away

Death came with me
Side by side
Our trail across the land
Left only void behind

I have become
More than my reflection
I have overcome the sickness
The weakness of my blood
I am the plaque
I am the flood

I have become
More than a man
Weak flesh seals inside a god