Everything goes up in smoke

The rain is falling again
The candle light is slowly dying
I'm looking outside and I drift away
I think back over all the time I spent here

Sometimes when sadness takes me away
I no longer believe in anything
It's so hard to rise from the ashes
When nothing seems to be going right
Time has passed, I remained in my
Memories and life goes on

I lost myself in the past, just wasted time
The Wind blows and ruins yesterday
Time has come to say goodbye
Blue heavens turn to grey

And then colours fade away
Am I coming up or down?
Afraid to get lost in this dream
Nothing seems to be real
Meandering through the broken light

Waves of mist are drifting ahead of me
I can't deny maybe some things will never be
I don't know where this winding road leads me
But I must leave before everything goes up in smoke

So many things will be left behind
I will never turn round
My flame is burning though the night