Feeding a lie

On the edge of the pressure
When nothing looks easy
On the surface of temptation
Seems like I'm falling deep

I wish I could have two hearts
I wish I could live twice
But I just have one bullet
And I have two targets

It might seem selfish
To end this with a letter
But selfish is to feed a feeling
That would be, a lie forever

Like a garden with a building
Or a building with a tree
I do not belong to you
And you don't belong to me

I'm not saying you were nothing
You have done so much for me
It's not about what we've been
It's about what you did

It might seem selfish
To end this with a letter
But selfish is to feed a feeling
That would be, a lie forever

I cannot live a love
Which looks more like a disease
You cannot steal my life
I have to be free