Waiting for heaven

The only thing I've ever wanted is to lose myself
So I take a little poison because I need a little help
I don't really care about tomorrow
I'm on a wave coming down from a beautiful phase/face
Heaven
Where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me
Or am I a fool?
Steven tells me that if we get down and talk to the ceiling
That I could change my reputation and get off on believing
He can sell me on living a lie
Flying away from the truth
Driven out of the room
Heaven
Where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me
Or am I a fool?
So
long
snow
falling
Heaven
Where are you?
I've been waiting patiently
Will you ever show your face to me
Or is nothing true?