Dead inside

And even though the winds seems so everlasting cold
The nights are yet even longer
The creepy feeling of solitude burns my skin
When the spring of another winter is facing me now
So torn emotions did you dare to walk the path
That never were crossed did you dare to question the light of a candle
When the walls were watching I was alone without you
Without without you
Did you ever see the moon drifting away
Only for you I can't hold time back (I wish that I could)
I can't hold time back (I wish that I could)
I can't hold time back and it's all gone now and forever
You reach out for me but I can't stop the fall
I can't hold back I'm falling deeper into the wide paths
The wide paths of sorrow horizons are getting nearer
And the room is moving I can't hold back
I'm falling deeper into the wide paths
The wide paths of sorrow stars falling from the sky
So clear with icons of ebony skin slowly moves throughout the night
With grief of centuries slowly dying
Dying from myself (but still I can't see you)
Addicted to you (but still I can't reach you)
Only sorrow reflects through time and you die
Falling again the bitterness of winter leaves me dying here
In grey oceans and I don't even know if I will find myself again.