Considering, this time it was me

It's not the same
and it's not like that's a bad thing
its just that it's different to me
usually easy, but for some reason
this bothered me more than it should

i'll get better as we go along
this time i know i was wrong
you and me
this time i know it was me

i got pushed in
sucker punched and i drowned again
and i really didn't think that you'd let me back in
and i understand, cause i would've done the same for you
considering everything that i put you through
i know you said that i didn't, but i felt like i have to

take my words and my apology
just know i know it was me
this time, this time i know it was me
i'll get better as we go along
this time i know i was wrong
you and me
this time i know it was me

and if you only knew
just how much i hate myself
for what i did to you
and i'm not saying that
a villain can reform so soon
but when it comes to you

i'll get better as we go along
this time i know i was wrong
you and me
this time i know it was me
take my words and my apologies
just know i know it was me
this time, this time i know it was me

considering what i put you through
considering what i put you through
considering what i put you through
this time i know it was me