Beyond my reach

I'm traveling trough emotions
Trough sickness and fear
Decided now that I´ll stay low, to know I'm still here
I'm trying to conform so, that I might appeal
And I cling on to my only hope that life isn't real
And I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die
When I´ll seal the gates
To the secrets beyond my reach

I wish that I was pretty
I wish I was cool
I wish I was an astronaut instead of a fool
Decided I won't be sad
Make sure I won't cry
Can't fail to find my happiness ´cos I never try
Well I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die
When I seal the gates to the secrets beyond my reach
I'm sending all my loving just to myself
I'm trying to ignore those facts that its not worth to spell?
Collecting all my troubles in brown paper bags
Convinced myself that they are gone, if not who cares?

Well I can't deny I´ll wait the day I die
When I´ll seal the gates to the secrets beyond my reach
I wish that I was pretty
I wish I was cool
I wish I was an astronaut instead of a fool
Decided I won't be sad
Make sure I won't cry
Can't fail to find my happiness ´cos I´ll never try
And I can't deny
I´ll wait the day I die
When I´ll seal the gates
To the secrets beyond my reach
Well I can't deny
I´ll wait the day I die
When I´ll seal the gates to the secrets,
To the secrets beyond my reach