Caught red handed

I'm not afraid but i am ashamed
i'm not to blambe but i play the game
i'm not the same but i'll keep my name
i'm not going to use you for my own gain
when things were good i felt invisible
but most of the time i felt resentful
there was'nt anythying we couldnt do together
the hate inside me makes me feel better
give up the hate we know where you keep it
i know it's there even thought i cant see it
i'm not afraid but i am ashamed
i'm not to blambe but i play the game
i'm not the same but i'll keep my name
i'm not going to use you for my own gain
i't all my fault and i admit it
if guilt had a life then i live it
but i cant compare your hand in the mess
i can hate you some more but i cant love you any less
i'm not afraid but i am ashamed
i'm not to blambe but i play the game
i'm not the same but i'll keep my name
i'm not going to use you for my own gain