Dinner

Always on your own, don’t consider trying
I tried you on the phone but you considered lying
Never had a doubt I’m losing

So I’m tidying my room and trying to be careful
Drinking in the afternoon and lighting up whilst tearful
Hoping that you’re still unhappy
I’ll do everything I can to make sure that you are never happy

Breaking out of this cocoon and clawing at the camera
Seeing you would be too soon, I’m stupid if I want more
Hoping that you die unhappy
I’ll do anything I can to make sure that you are never happy

Never had a doubt I’m losing

So unsure of every question in the dark
Trying hard not to make of with anything you gave me
I’m so scared and down on friends so please pretend there is no end

Trying not to be a victim in your game
Know your dirty ways and know you feel the same
It kills me deep inside, I hope you cry when you see what you have inside

Never had a doubt I’m losing
I’ll do everything I can to make sure that you are never happy