Second mind

I know your second mind talks to you all the time, makes you do something wrong
I see you need to lie as a way to survive just to win one more smile
You are not sure, no more love.... Don't reconnoiter me
You're so understandable. At least, with your friends

No fire, no reaction
It's not fun your indiscretion
How long you'll stay alone?
I wish I could break my walls
But you don't have to choose what has no cure

I'm at the tasting of my own poison
I just wanna spit my heart out