Up with me

Bolt the windows and lock the doors.
There's gonna be a shit storm!
All the lies I've lived caused dark skies and wind to blow.
Oh, it's terrible!
Yet, through it all I'll keep it up.
Deception's roots writhe deep and I'm stuck.
I'm overwhelmed.

I've made mistakes.
They keep me company.
Oh, man, what's up with me?
I've changed and it's comforting.

For the sake of secrets, let's say I'm safe.
Let's say I've got a hiding place.
Let's say I've made apologies and that the hearts I've broken have been appeased.
Let's say this storm, like most, will pass.
Let's sing a song for relief at last.
Let's say that only time will tell if I'm really over being overwhelmed.

I've made mistakes.
They keep me company.
Oh, man, what's up with me?
I've changed and it's comforting.

I've changed.
It's honestly that easy.
I've changed. It's comforting.
I've changed.

There's something soothing and surreal as hell about climbing up from where you fell.
You finally forget to be overwhelmed

I've made mistakes.
They keep me company.
Oh, man, what's up with me?
I've changed and it's comforting.