Happy when

Sit down with emotion
Take the time to feel it
Like a cloud cross the mind
Never holding onto
Let it all just billow by

Spun around till I fell down
I'm not looking for a pick up
Mess up

I want to love myself
Out in the field
I'm kissed by the sun
Away from everyone

I want to catch my breath
I've been throwing it out all in bouts
Speaking of empty things
Just to fill the air
To not hear my ears ring

I want to find myself
Down the road I go for a walk
Say hi to the passers by
They wave back at me
I feel like somebody

I want to make a nest
I've been on the road without house
On my phone too much
To try and feel in touch
With those I don't see enough

And that I'll be happy when
This happens or that becomes
Or it is finished and I am done
Oh what an idea

Spun around till I fell down
Blood upon my knees
As I kneel now

And I'll be happy when