A life on hold

Swallow me
As i become a living dream
Don't fade on me
Don't let me down,
These memories still haunting me
But there's nowhere to run
A tragedy my head spins round
All i try to find out why all
These words leave me in doubt
When the sunlight fades away
I feel like my life's on hold
A storm is moving in on me
Now i know what i've been told
Another journey through my soul
I've built myself to last
Forever here but never passed
I know i'm lost
My soul is gone
I pay for my crimes
A shattered ego in my mind
All i try to find out why all
These dreams leave me in doubt