Optimist club

last time is so far it's gone
it's been a little while
since you and i all alone
do you still hear what i still say
and if you don't answer
does that mean i'm not okay
this time is all that i know
rewinding the last time
i'm perfecting this loss
and making all the wrong decisions
i won't listen
i'm falling further again
standing on the edge of something
always looking in from here
feeling all along i'm failing
will i ever go
round and round and down
i'm falling deeper into my mistakes
i will never be the same. but will i ever change