The bottle and the sea

I've been sitting here waiting,
Trying to fall asleep.
There is an answer in my head to see,
But I can't stop the fight.
I've been going crazy.
There's nowhere to run,
And i'm feeling so hazy.
It's the drugs that I took.
The wine that I drank.
The nights here alone
And my head in the sink.
I need time to myself,
Back on the sea.
I want nothing more than
For you to be here with me.
Is it wasted alone,
Am I wasting away?
Just one more year.
I won't take that away from you.
Back on the raod and here on the land,
It's not cracked up to be all it is
Understand where I'm coming from.
I've gone,
I'd see you around here before
Curled up on the ground.
Make it here on my own, away from today,
With all of the faces I'm seeing the same.
Got you out on the ocean,
Here on the sea,
The waves in your face,
And you're shouting at me.
Won't you lay here awake,
Don't fall asleep,
Holding me holding on
It makes sense to me,
But you wouldn't allow
And it's killing me now.