Shannon said

something to bloom but not my eyes
i'm waiting for you alone in my room
except for the flies looking for light
my hands held with dark
why is it so hard for me
i hold back my heart and it all falls apart again
two seconds from the end
why am i the same
it makes no sense when you keep promising change
why is it so hard for me
it's not right this time i'm way left of right
i guess i just should have known
it's always like this it hasn't always been
i never saw the change but i need one again
something so true and still so full of lies
i'm high on your smile coming down
on your words i guess i just should have known