Restart

Everything I love?

I've been holding on for so long
To someone that never made me happy
You came and you caught me off guard
I felt the life inside restart

I'd go through it again
So I could feel like this
I'd go through it again
Now I have more to live

How did I become
The shell of who I was?
I am scared to love
Scared to be myself

What if you don't love me?
I'm not perfect
I'm sure to lose my mind
Can I keep you here for long enough
Before I collapse inside?

I've been holding on for so long
To someone that never made me happy
You came and you caught me off guard
I felt the life inside restart

I'd go through it again
So I could feel like this
I'd go through it again
Now I have more to live

Where the hollow goes
Why don't you let me know?
You're holding on

I feel the rain, it's coming
I feel it there inside my head
I tried to live while drowning
And there where I gave in

I've been holding on for so long
To someone that never made me happy
You came and you caught me off guard
I felt the life inside restart

I'd go through it again
So I could feel like this
I'd go through it again
Now I have more to live