Night of the murder

I woke up in a new world six months ago
A new life has just begun
Where nothing matters to me now
Where emptiness became a whole new expression
Where everything is turned upside down
Where drugs help to suffer the shit you put me through
Where thinking is mental torture
Where living means to be dead

I'm laying here in my deathbed at night
Your scythes still reach my fucked up mind
Sucking the blood out of my corpse

All hell is let loose
All hell is let loose

This must be a nightmare
It was the night of the murder
It couldn't hit me harder
You stabbed me in the back
You took my life once
And broke my heart twice

I cant explain how much you meant to me
An overwhelming desire to keep you forever

But you...
You left me here for dead

What did you do to me?
You resurrected me
You released me
And with one bloody smash
You took my life away

Put me out of this misery..
May god rest my soul...