Drowning in a pale

So bury whats left of me
These eyes are always tripping on ground in need
The truth behind the walls
And i don't want to be no i don't want to be
A ship without a sail
We're always going to follow a life so frail
A cause without a hope
Now i don't want to be no i don't want to be

And now i look up at the sky i realize
I'm drowning in tranquility

So dont save me
When i am under
And i will never be down again
So don't rape me
When i am under
And i will never be whole within

Path without a light
A shade that's always shining a light so bright
A sense in which we've lost
I don't want to be no i don't want to be

A will to exist

Carve me inside
To see past and know you
Rape me alive
To see past the hand
Failing what's right
I'll rip here to show you
Fading the light
We are down again
So fill me so full
To see past the blind you
The blade is too dull
To feel past the hand
I'm taking this back now
I'll scar here to show you

And we are down

One life to lead, one life to show
For the hand that kills, is the hand that holds
One life to love, one life to learn
For the hand that builds, is the hand that burns

Screaming, drowning, falling
Stuck to me, like
In a life
That i'll never fucking know

One life to lead, one life to know
Take from this torture now i tear
For the life that kills, is the life that shows
Take from this, my life now i'm bare
One life to love, one life to learn
Take from this passion, i don't care
One life to build, one life to burn