Candy raindrops

I'm always so tired he said
I wish candy rain drops fell upon my head
The novelty of all i've seen has silenced me
Silenced me and now
I lie in lies upon my bed
See my sky is falling down
I wish i could write a letter to myself explaining
How i could get better some times
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping i can quiet all the demons reigning down on me
In my head, cause i can't breath
He said i wanna to run away
She said, from the mistrust i've trusted
The poverty of misery has wounded me
Wounded me
And now a sea of fears fills up my bed
See my sky is falling down
I wish i could write a letter to myself
Explaining how i could get better some times
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping i can quiet all the demons reigning down on me
In my head or i'm not breathing still
I'm always so alone a said
I wish candy raindrops fell upon my head
The poverty of jealousy is killing me
Killing me and now
I cross my heart till i see red
See my sky is falling down
I wish i could write a letter to myself
Explaining how i could get better some times
I cry myself to sleep
Hoping i can quiet all the demons reigning down on me
In my head or i'm not breathing still