Ocean apart

Let's take this back to the very first day
I forced a smile but you didn't even look my way
My palms were sweating and my mouth was dry
Convinced that there was more to you than meets the eye

Oh God
How could I have been so wrong?
My friends and family they warned me all along
I'll never know why I tried so hard
But when you have your heart set
The risk is worth the fall

When you have your heart set
You'll risk it all
You'll risk it all
You'll risk it all
You'll risk it all

So in the end things seemed like such a waste
I wish we never met in the first place
If I could go back to that very first day
I'd bring you to the plane myself and see you on your way

Now here's a glimpse into my mind
If you could read it I promise you'd be in tears
But before you do
There's something I think you should hear

They say the ones that are so quick to walk away
Were never actually ever meant to stay
This wasn't the way things were supposed to be
I'm dying at the thought of you without me

But now you're back with another guy
Don't bother to call or write
Because you're dead in my eyes
You fucking bitch no one ever deserves this
And I hope when you hear this you'll think of our

Last kiss
So tonight when you crawl into his bed
Just remember what those few words I wrote said

I hope you're happy
Loving life with each breath
But now
When I think about you I fucking wish you were dead

I fucking wish you were dead
I wish you were dead
I fucking wish you were dead
I fucking wish you were dead
I wish you were dead