Social anxiety disorder

Why do I care what you say?
My head feels light
...you stare at my face and something takes over.
I can't be, I can't see clearly
...I won't speak because you don't hear me.
Is this my last breath?
Can you hear my heart beat?
All I feel is the darkness inside of me,
...killing me,
...eating away my life.
Save me from myself...
Take this from my soul and make it go away.Why do I care what you think?
I can't escape, I can't live with all this fear inside.
It holds me back, not giving me room to breathe.
I can't be part of society.
I stand alone and dying now.
...isolation cannot be the way.
I don't think I can last for long.
I can't survive with this
eating away my life.
...please take it all away now