Finding feelings

Do you recall the way I
I used to practice what I
Believed but now I'm falling down
It crept up on my while I
Was sleeping softly, surprise
Gravity took a hold of me

I know it's time to wake up
Cuz it hurts too much to make up
The colors that just make me real

I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of me
I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of the girl I used to be

I did not like the way you
Pushed yourself on me like a
Hurricane that came crashing down
Though I did not try to stop
The many changes I clocked
I did not have a hold of me

I know it's time to wake up
Cuz it hurts too much to make up
The colors that just make me real

I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of me
I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of the girl I used to be

I know there'll never be another
One like me
So I wont be playin' undercover
Cuz now I see
My braces will come off tomorrow
And I'll be smilin'
Cuz I'll be me

I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of me
I'm finally finding feelings
That remind me of the girl I used to be