Lost between seasons

How are you about to say i'm sorry
And say that you let your anger get the best of you
Just to turn around and contradict
Everything that you say
No, this can't be the end

Let go

Let go of your pride
Let go of your doubts
I know that i've made mistakes
But i feel i've come to terms
With who i was (who i was)

I can't take this back
(lost in a head of thoughts)
This was not your fault it was mine
(it's all i thought)
So let me make amends for all the

Lies and deceit, i gave you my word?

Awake
Shake the dreams off within your head
It's all a game that the weather has chosen to play
Look at the days we're so careless and brave

But the past is only a wilderness of horrors
Try to forget them
I can feel the tables fucking turning

Preach to yourself, i found love
Just like the seasons change
The minds rearrange, our bodies complain
And we'll never stay, and we'll never stay the same.

Protest to the sky
And just walk away
Yet everything's changing,
It's such a shame.

Bring all your forces, they're pointless
Cause emotions are out
Build all you want
Cause i'm gonna tear it down
Tear it down

Needing something that you will not believe
Seeing all the things that you can't perceive
Feelings that touch air that is all we need
Standing on the edge so that i can see

There is more to all of this
I stumbled upon something
That i knew was true

You know, i tried and i tried
And every time that i try
I ask myself why i've fallen for you
You've made worm's meat out of me

And now you say that you've never told a lie
Well darling, every time i see your face
I see through your disguise

No, there has never been a night i've spent
Where i have felt like this
I was just begging for some light in life
And you gave me your darkness

I will find my way inside
All your deepest dreams and take them back
To all the hearts that you've broke
I'll make you choke on your fucking words.