The one star

It opened up without an indication
I thought I was aware without a reason
Don't look back on the past there ain't no answer
I'll push myself forward without hesitation

Give me a break before I scratch myself out
I thought I'm strong enough but now I know...

*I'm not the only one who is good at pretending
I am the one who's tired of dependence
I am the one who can't bear anymore
I'm not the one who can live all alone

**I don't sell myself to get such a reputation
And if my only light is the lonely star above
I might be asking you for some consolation
But sure, I know this is the only start

You found your way into the nominations
But I doubted them without a reason
Don't close your eyes at your first bite and when you swallow
I'll scream around to forget all my fears

*Repeat

I looked up into the sky for salvation
But all I could see was the lonely star above
I am not waiting for your confirmation
And yes, I know this is the only start

**Repeat