Heaven is a word

Heaven is a word you use
To describe me
If only you knew
I'm unworthy of such kindly praise
It's the dawning of deceptive ways
I'm longing for, a light of sorts
To address me now, put an end somehow
To this disarray, I have lost my way
Heaven is a word you use
To describe a place inside my eyes
My universal truth is there's no solid proof
That I'm leaving here to begin again
I love you now and even then
I'm longing for, a light of sorts
To address me now, put an end somehow
To this disarray, I have lost my way
I'm careering out - of control in ways,
That I can't control
But I don't think you know
What my pain can do
To me, to you
Heaven is a word you use
To alleviate your present state
A word like that won't do
To describe my world and all it's worth to you
I'm longing for, a light of sorts
To address me now, put an end somehow
To this disarray, I have lost my way
I'm careering out - of control in ways,
That I can't control
But I don't think you know
What my pain can do
To me, to you
Heaven is a word..