I want to go home again (i miss the old me)

I have felt the old self debating here
And I do not know what the fuck is freaking out
My new friends say wassup?
I'm fucking plastered
Miss lack of when you lived in a small town
Everything was so simple, and suddenly
Suddenly I got rich and woke up
On a bed in cali with a guy on my side

Man, he smells like cocaine
His arm around my waist makes me feel
Like I'm trapped, 5:31 a.m
I think I sucked this guy last night
I mixed all those pills and I smelled it
I have drugs by my side and a headache
I want to leave, I want to go home again

I have felt the old self debating here
She would never do everything I'm doing
I miss myself, I'm alone in the dark
I miss me, bring me back to life

My girlfriend left me after
I filled her with money
That bitch did not even say thank you mommy
She became a prostitute for others
Holy shit, I miss the old me

I miss the old me, I miss the old me

Man, he smells like cocaine
His arm around my waist makes me feel
Like I'm trapped, 5:31 a.m
I think I sucked this guy last night
I mixed all those pills and I smelled it
I have drugs by my side and a headache
I want to leave, I want to go home again