Ether depression

before my infant eyes, our universe opens up wide
pre-destined lifeline, administrates me from cradle to grave

peak of innocence, adolescence my fall from grace
ejected conscience nowadays in depression i dwell

aged, insolated in my realm solicitude is other world
prejudice rejection drains me from soulmatter
that is life so i'm numb an empty void unfulfilled

[karri]
i want to taste life as it is
but with death i'm so far fed
so understand my bitterness
'cause i don't want eternal rest
the threads upon the loom of life
defiled now envenoming us
i crave for something that is pure
but just to reach that is unsure

[mikki]
blackened minds remain
compasion is denied
heads bow down in shame
even loved one's we decieved
restrained... drained

my misery remains
outer world i denied
depressions i gained
disgraced in my hastew
ashamed... deranged
before my dying eyes your universe closes me out
predestined lifelines mine is cut i rest inpeace...